(I couldn’t not add this song with a blog title like that ^ 😂 and, I truly felt this way when I felt prompted to move to Utah)
About 3 months ago, there were days where I would lay in bed with stress, paralyzing fear, and anxiety over how the freak I was going to make this single mom thing work.
How was I going to make enough money for us?
Where was I going to work?
What was I going to do?
Where was I going to live & how would I afford it??
Could I still dance?
Did I need to let my passions go for now?
I felt hopeless. I kept applying for financial assistance in anyway I could. We were on the food stamp program for a few weeks. I applied for low-income housing even though the wait lists were miles long. I applied for over 100 jobs and just kept applying. God was urging me to move forward and I knew that as long as I kept trying, he would provide everything for us. He blesses obedience and I knew as I kept moving in His direction, it would all work out.
Many doubted me. I was going into unknown territory by moving to Utah and not knowing what was going to happen or how God would take care of us. It was scary. But I knew I needed to do the scary thing to get to the next place we needed to be in. I just knew He would provide and we would be taken care of.
In 2 weeks, Leo and I move into our own place. OUR own little place to call home. I can’t even begin to explain to you how incredibly surreal this all is. Everything has been falling into place just as God promised. I heard Him, I (eventually 😅) listened to Him, and I took action and moved forward into the terrifying unknown. I did it. And I kept pushing forward through the fear. I had to – I REFUSED to let Leo down.
We have a long ways to go, but I know as long as I keep doing my part & pressing forward, we’ll be more than okay ☺️💛
